I wish I wasn't numb, I wish I knew the cause
I wish I didn't feel like I can't gain what's lost
I feel so out of place, can't stand myself around
I think too many thoughts
I'm such a mess right now
But you can't understand me if I don't
And I don't want to be this way, but can't see how I won't
Searching for who knows what to make me whole
But you can understand me if I don't
And I don't
I used to be like you and not question what I do
But haunted by routine I dissect all I believe
I can't go back in time and un-question all my life
Fix me up somehow
I'm such a mess right now
But you can't understand me if I don't
And I don't want to be this way, but can't see how I won't
Searching for who knows what to make me whole
But you can understand me if I don't
And I don't
credits
from Revelation : EP,
released July 31, 2012
lyrics/music/vocals: Susan Morris
mixed by: Corey Callis (Drone Records)
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