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Year
03:13
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I can simply say that I'm satisfied
Where I never dreamed I'd see my life
Put out of control the heart's the guide
I look back and a year is gone
I look back and a year is gone
I look back and a year is gone
and I am here
Where would I be without someone like you
Who I am now wouldn't know what to do
I look back and a year is gone
I look back and a year is gone
I look back and a year is gone
and I am here
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Heirloom
03:56
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Put me on display because you're proud
I don't want to chip, don't want to get dusty
Hold onto me
Treat me like an heirloom
Treat me like a precious piece of your life
And don't let me get broken
Special to you, I was meant to stick around
Sentimental, something you can't live without
Hold onto me
Treat me like an heirloom
Treat me like a precious piece of your life
And don't let me get broken
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Dont
02:58
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You can't understand me
I wish I wasn't numb, I wish I knew the cause
I wish I didn't feel like I can't gain what's lost
I feel so out of place, can't stand myself around
I think too many thoughts
I'm such a mess right now
But you can't understand me if I don't
And I don't want to be this way, but can't see how I won't
Searching for who knows what to make me whole
But you can understand me if I don't
And I don't
I used to be like you and not question what I do
But haunted by routine I dissect all I believe
I can't go back in time and un-question all my life
Fix me up somehow
I'm such a mess right now
But you can't understand me if I don't
And I don't want to be this way, but can't see how I won't
Searching for who knows what to make me whole
But you can understand me if I don't
And I don't
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Revelation
03:26
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Revelation;
A moment of understanding one's life,
Purpose or love
Overcome hate through the awful situations I put myself in
A moment of re-birth so my last breath will be peaceful
Will be, will be
Look into it
Change something, make it better
Open up what you've closed
I can no longer avoid the monster eating at me I've grown so used to
A moment of re-birth so my last breath will be peaceful
Will be, will be
Will be, will be
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Find Me (demo)
05:03
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You shouldn't love me when you don't even love yourself
And you don't want to hear this,
I know I'm in the way of you finding you out
The weight on your shoulders is getting heavy on mine too
And I've tried to help you but you need more than my love for you
Find me when you're ready to really love me
I'll be here, I promise I will
Find me
This is so painful like removing a piece of my heart
If it wasn't for the best,
I'd never imagine us being a part
Don't think about me, that's the problem, just think about you
And I hope you find out why I love you as much as I do
Find me when you're ready to really love me
I'll be here, I promise I will
Find me
The weight on your shoulders is getting heavy on mine too
And I've tried to help you but you need more than my love for you
Find me when you're ready to really love me
I'll be here, I promise I will
Find me
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IT WAS JULY
IT WAS JULY is a solo project by Susan Wintruba
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